Creator’s Log 001 — May
the month Kita-Sora started taking shape
when Kita-Sora was still only a feeling
For a long time, Kita-Sora existed in a very unstable form inside my head. It was not really a project yet, not something I could explain clearly to others, but more like a persistent pressure that never fully disappeared.
I could see fragments of it everywhere in my life—notes on my phone that didn’t connect, photographs from Hokkaido that felt emotionally heavy but structurally incomplete, half-written thoughts about identity, branding, and the kind of life I wanted to build—but I couldn’t yet hold any of it together.
For a long time I believed the problem was clarity. I thought I just needed to understand it better before I started building anything real.
May was the month I realized that was not true.
building before feeling ready
The website was supposed to be a simple starting point, but I kept delaying it because every time I opened the file I felt the same absence: not enough photos organized, not enough illustrations ready, not enough clarity about what this was supposed to become.
I kept telling myself I would start once everything was prepared, but “prepared” never actually arrived. What changed in May was that I stopped waiting. I started building anyway.
